wow

i should probably update this thing more often so i dont have to put tons of pics on here every time. i had an emotional moment today, i was doing so good and had most of his things moved into his own room but when i finished i started tearing up. im so used to him sleeping in my room, im not sure how to handle him not being there anymore. they say tho that the changes are hardest on us and that the little ones barely notice. lets hope he does ok in there. in other news we are now going bpa free and as soon as we can afford it we are replacing all of his bottles. ok well i guess thats it, i might think of more later.

peas and toys

couple more pics from today...he fell asleep with his toy, it was cute. daddy feeding him peas for the first time :)

jordan laughing

finally caught it on video...its kinda dark so you cant see much but you can definitely hear him. i couldnt hold the camera while tickling him because if he sees it he wont laugh lmao :)

been a while

hes been sooo much more of a handful lately i cant seem to catch much of a break to post. ive slowly been feeling more like myself and i hope it keeps getting better and better. jas has been pretty good, growing like a weed of course. hes only 3 months old and his 3-6 month pj's are fitting just perfectly. he comes almost up to my hip when i stretch him out next to my leg :) things have been pretty strapped around here because josh's hours got cut back to 40 a week so no more OT. that 10+ hour loss means 200 dollars less a week for us which makes it hard to afford ANYTHING. otherwise things are pretty good around here, ill update again when i have more pictures i guess...for now here are a few and a video of my cutie pie :)